YayVideoGames: The Internet's Most Heartbreaking Mystery and 4,000 Screams

The internet is a massive archive. The tweets you thought you deleted, the embarrassing Facebook status updates, or that angry comment you left in the corner of a forum years ago... They're all sleeping somewhere, on the cold disks of a data center.

But sometimes, on the dusty shelves of this archive, we find things we wish had been deleted forever.

The story I'm going to tell you today is not a horror movie. It's not a creepypasta or a made-up urban legend either. This is one of those rare and terrifying moments when we watched a human mind shatter live, in front of hundreds of thousands of people.

Our subject: YayVideoGames. And that cursed sentence he repeated thousands of times.


How Did an Ordinary Gaming Discussion Turn Into a Nightmare?

The date was 2010. Reddit wasn't yet the massive place with strict rules that it is today. In the "Gaming" subreddit, a perfectly ordinary, technical discussion about The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion was going on.

How the Discussion Began

The topic was mods and graphics details in the PC version of the game.

A user named YayVideoGames joined the thread with a perfectly normal comment:

  • A reasonable criticism about the game's graphics
  • Proper English
  • A respectful and constructive tone

Another user replied to him, and he replied back. Up to this point, everything was normal.

Then Something Happened

In the middle of the discussion, YayVideoGames suddenly got stuck like a broken record. His sentences didn't become meaningless, no. He just became fixated on a single sentence and started writing it over and over and over.

**That sentence was:** "Ubisoft goes Steamworks bye bye, always on DRM."

At first, people thought it was a bad joke or a failed attempt at "trolling." They wrote "Okay buddy, we get it," and moved on.

But YayVideoGames didn't stop.


Ubisoft Goes Steamworks Bye Bye, Always on DRM

While reading this sentence, you might think, "What's the big deal?" But the scale of the event was this:

This user wrote this sentence over the following periods:

  • Dozens of times within minutes
  • Hundreds of times within hours
  • Thousands of times within days

The Most Terrifying Part

This wasn't "copy-paste" spam.

If he had used a software bot or a simple script, all the comments would have been identical. But YayVideoGames changed the format of the sentence in every single comment.

Sometimes he wrote in italics.

Sometimes he SCREAMED in bold letters.

Sometimes he put spaces b-e-t-w-e-e-n the letters.

Sometimes he added meaningless, jumbled symbols to the end of the sentence.

Sometimes he turned words into random links.

When you clicked those links, you were greeted by hand-drawn, strange pencil scribbles.

The Question: Why?

Why would a person sit down and write the same meaningless sentence more than 4,000 times by hand, each time with a different variation?

Other users had started to get scared. They were sending him messages like:

  • "Are you okay?"
  • "Stop it already"
  • "Someone call the police"

But he, as if in a trance, just kept spewing that sentence.

"Ubisoft goes Steamworks bye bye, always on DRM."

"Ubisoft goes Steamworks bye bye, always on DRM."

"Ubisoft goes Steamworks bye bye, always on DRM."

This sentence turned into one of the most chilling mantras in Reddit history. Everyone in that thread began to feel that what they were facing was not a "troll," but a person experiencing a mental breakdown.


The Peak of Digital Madness and the Disappearance

After YayVideoGames filled not just that thread but every place he entered with this sentence, he was banned by the Reddit admins. His account was closed.

And in the fast flow of the internet, this event was shelved as a "legend."

People's Theories

People talked about it for years. Theories flew around:

  1. "This was an artificial intelligence experiment"
  2. "It was a kind of viral advertising campaign (for Ubisoft)"
  3. "The guy was just a really good operator, and he messed with all of us"

But nobody could see the real pain behind those scribbles and that obsessive repetition.

Until years later, when internet detectives (especially researchers like Nexpo) started digging into the case.


Four Thousand Screams and a Painful Prescription

Years after the incident, YayVideoGames's identity and what he went through that night were brought to light when an old friend of his came forward.

And this truth scattered all that "mysterious" atmosphere on the internet, leaving behind a lump in your throat instead.

Luke's Story

YayVideoGames was actually a real person named Luke, struggling with chronic health problems.

Luke had an extremely rare and painful neurological condition called Devic's disease (Neuromyelitis optica).

#### The Effects of This Disease:

  • The immune system attacking the optic nerves and the spinal cord
  • Severe pain
  • Vision loss
  • Mental fog

That Ill-Fated Night

Luke was probably under the influence of the heavy medication he took to cope with his pain:

  • Painkillers
  • Sleeping pills

The dissociative (detachment from reality) effect created by the medications and the agony caused by the disease had created a "loop" in his mind.

His brain had gotten stuck on that sentence: "Ubisoft goes Steamworks bye bye..."

The Pain of the Truth

Those 4,000 comments:

  • ❌ Weren't a joke
  • ❌ Weren't art
  • ❌ Weren't a mystery

✅ Every one of those comments was the scream of a man whose consciousness was clouded, who was suffering, and who couldn't escape the mental loop he had fallen into.

At his keyboard, perhaps without even fully realizing what he was doing, he was writing what his brain commanded him to write, over and over again.


Luke's Legacy and Our Insensitivity

Luke passed away a few years after this incident. While the internet realm talked about him as a "Legendary Troll" or a "Crazy Man," he was actually a patient writhing in physical pain.

The Importance of the YayVideoGames Case

The YayVideoGames case is the most painful proof of how easily we hand down judgment behind the anonymity of the internet.

We forget that behind the "username" in front of us is a human being of flesh and blood.

When someone says something nonsensical:

  • We laugh
  • We mock them
  • We say "They just want attention"

But sometimes, those nonsensical things can be a **cry for help**.

Traces Left in the Archives

If you go to those old threads on Reddit today, although most of the comments have been deleted, you can still see that chaos on archive sites.

Those thousands of lines of text no longer look frightening to me. They just look sad.


Conclusion: The Humanity Behind the Internet

The next time you see someone on the internet acting strangely, writing meaningless things, or looking like they've "lost their mind," remember Luke.

Perhaps at that moment:

  • It's the hardest moment of that person's life
  • And we're just eating popcorn in the spectator's seat

What Luke Taught Us

YayVideoGames taught us nothing about "Ubisoft" or "DRM."

But it taught us a great deal about humanity that we choose to ignore.